Srsly?!

I almost did something horrible! We'll just say MDB almost got me again. Fuck I hate this and it just fucking blows that I don't have a unbais person to voice and vent this current situation out to...geez. I know I can talk to my friends, but its hate to talk to them when you know their answer and why they'd have their reasonings behind them. Not saying I don't trust or value your friends thoughts/views on my personal dilemmas, just that someone who isn't caught up in the past and current hype just make discussing the current problem easier with out feeling shameful.<br><br>I need to realize I'm 23 and I'm still allow to make mistakes and think to hell with peoples opinions when I wanna be that mega bratty bitch and make stupid, but slightly fucked up errors in my life. I haven't lived and I know I haven't and it's just hard not to understand why I crave to make this mistake...I just to stop talking in hidden speak that's very obvious if you where a close friend of mine.<br><br>...nuff said I need it and I want it, maybe I just need to find a different access point to this....sorry for spelling erro
rs and grammar...I'm on a phone so not everything can be perfect.. And idk if the ..br.. Html code works when I'm on my phone, but we'll find out!I <3 you all and I mean you all! Even if it is Dakota only reading it.